Lyrics

There's a battle raging in my soul
it's a house divided over who's in control
yeah the one side says "hey - do what you feel"
and the other one keeps telling me I've go tto be real
so I'm stuck in the middle mister can't you see
between the man I am and the one that I'm supposed to be

I'm supposed to be a stand up guy
but for the life of me I cannot remember why
all I know is I ain't having no fun
it's like the party's over before it's begun
so tonight I'm goin out to live for me
be the man I am and not the one that I'm supposed to be

I'm gonna stay out late and lose my head
I'd do just about anything instead
of going straight home like I know I should
when I can meet the senoritas from the neighborhood
yeah tonight I'm goin out spread my disease
be the man I am and not the one that I'm supposed to be

so spare all of your good advice
about the virtues of a good clean life
cause you can't feel good if you ain't never hurt
and you won't come clean until you taste a little dirt
I wanna demonstrate the difference in between
the man I am and the one that I'm supposed to be